Featured Post

A Visit to The Upper Realms

I came to stand before Them.  "Who is Them?", you ask? Them is They, the Eternal Ones, The Divine Ones Who Have Been And Will Alwa...

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

And Again

So...we meet again...you murdered me before...and you come again for me.

I feel so sorry for you...

Because when you kill me...

You fulfill not your destiny...

You fulfill Mine.....

Saturday, November 26, 2016

how many times can you drink your own urine and live?

yeah, I am here saying it..once they took me....how may times could I drink my own piss and live....but i live still....how many times could they BEAT ME? Rape Me?! YOU FUCKS?! HOW many times could they threaten me?

Do you know what it means? to survive?

do you known what it means to have no rights?!

Tell me....have you ever have to drink our own urine to live?!


welcome to the USA......

Saturday, October 22, 2016

The Vision is Revealed (Part 2)

In the Astral Realm:

I stand upon the pinnacle and gaze out upon the field.

It was to be a field full of opposition.....

But now, my perception has changed.

There was never any opposition. Only what I perceived as Opposition.

It was all within.

The only battle to be won, was the battle within.

Within myself.

Within each of us.

For we are all Victorious.

We all seek The Divine.

We all seek reunion with The Divine.

We all seek the same.


Peace be with you my brothers and sisters.


This was never meant to be read here and now. Perhaps another time it will mean something.

Know that I did all I could to help...

Wednesday, October 12, 2016


At last we understand. There was no point in trying to provide guidance. All we have tried to do here was fruitless.

This leads Us to the inclination:



Wednesday, October 5, 2016

The Vision is Revealed (Part 1)

In the Astral Realms, there is a place. It is my place. Dark and forbidding at times, sparkling with Light at others. It depends on One's perspective, I suppose. All see as they wish to see in the Astral. Set atop steep mountains, looking out over large fields. From its uppermost spire I see the places of the Others, perched the same as mine, allies all.

Time is a strange concept here. Perhaps what is to take place already has taken place, or is simply occurring again. The Great Wheel is always in motion, always turning. The Cosmos constantly dealing Birth and Death simultaneously.

There are convergences, however. These take place when things have become unbalanced. In what we know as The Now, another convergence is soon to come.

I have seen this and I am not alone in seeing it, feeling it, knowing it. Here is what is to come:

Inside my fortress there is a small door leading to The Upper Realms. I enter and commune with Those Who Have Gone Before Me. (Those Who Will Come Again.) I seek guidance and strength from Them. They provide the tools necessary. I reemerge from The Upper Realms. One last time.

I proceed outside the Inner Sanctuary. And see the Others, the Allies. We have gathered All to Us. For Now is the Time. At long last, the waiting is over. Now for action. We say quick things to each Other. We have been together for longer than any of Us can remember, so We need say little.

In a procession we ascend to the tallest spires. We look out over the fields. All of Ours are gathered there. Looking out farther, They, The Opposition have gathered as well. I do not feel fear, only sadness that They feel Opposed at all. Opposed to embracing The Divine within themselves. For here is the great mystery exposed. The great divide, the great schism, the unbalance in the Cosmos. Opposition to The Divine that lies within each of us. Even I do not know when it first occurred. This self-loathing, self-denial, self-love. When did hatred and fear first emerge? Only The Divine knows, truly.

But now the Time has come. NOW......

Thursday, September 22, 2016

A Toast

This is a  toast. Some call it "Skol" to all of you.

It does not matter, if you were with Me, or have yet to Join Me.

I toast you still.

On the Eve of this Equinox that calls for Balance.

So many of you I have known. But you have left me. I let you go, to Do what You Will.

Some of you HATE ME. Some of you Still Love Me.
Some of You I have not Met.

I Toast YOU.

Things will become harder NOW.

I AM SO SORRY. We are so sorry.


But WE raise our cup to you in the hopes that you will do what We could not.

Know that WE did all WE could to help.





Tuesday, September 6, 2016


The visions have become more intense. I hear them calling, see them beckoning me. Pulling me forward. I am so tired. I am ready.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

A Visit to The Upper Realms

I came to stand before Them.  "Who is Them?", you ask? Them is They, the Eternal Ones, The Divine Ones Who Have Been And Will Always Be.  I had stood amidst Them many times before. It has been too long since I stood before Them last. I had been delaying this meeting for too long. I saw them all seated Together, as One.

"We have been waiting for You." They said, "It has been too long."

"I am sorry for the delay, I have been in The Lowest of The Realms, trying to help...." was my response.

"You cannot delay any longer, it is Time."

They revealed another chair. It was empty.  I stood still, not understanding.

"Time?" I asked.

"Time that you rejoined Us. You chose to go to The Lowest of Realms. To grow yourself through experiences there. To help Others to grow as well. That experience is coming to an end. You Know this."

They motion towards the empty chair. Now I understand.

I get to come Home.

Friday, June 24, 2016

The Truth?

I do not know what to express here anymore, how much sense I can make. How does one explain things to humans?

It is a lost cause.

those who went meant to get these messages, already have. Those who were not, continue to puzzle or disregard them.

Keep up with those distractions, they serve the Opposition well.

They cannot let go.

perhaps it is beyond Our understanding now.

It is.

We have been called insane, crazy, etc etc.....

We came back. We sacrificed family, we sacrificed everything. We sacrificed it All....

But they still do not understand.

be we do.....

we understand now,

That it was meant for us only to understand..

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

In the END

In the End, when it comes down to it, I, We, are alone.

Despite the attempts, we are alone in all this.

Even your shadow abandons you in the final hour...

I have done all I can...

But should it not be painful, to be alone in all this?

But is it  not what we wanted?!

Is it not as it should be?

Monday, May 16, 2016

The Truth

The weight, it is crushing our shoulders now. How can we leave them?!


Our children, our babies...we must prepare them...

We must have faith, in them...

We are so tired.....

There is no death, there is no pain, there is only peace, for we are ONE!

Once, I saw the Light of the Divine....

I saw the Love...

Please, please please......

See that Love..know, that whatever was done...we can be that LOVE.....for we were once a part of it...and we still are....

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

A Message to The Self

It was never about anything outside Us. It was always and forever about Us. You are Me and I am You. We express Ourselves, Our Division, through the manifested Universe.

The Time has come to resolve this. To end Our own sufferings and struggles.

Forgive Me. I Forgive You.

I accept You. Please accept Me.

Our TIME has come.

Wednesday, March 9, 2016


And so you fell....again and again I tried to catch you. It meant my own destruction.

How many times have we done this?

Not this time.

I will  not catch you again.

This time you are on your own. As am I.

I will continue on. Will you?

The choice is yours.

I have to go on, alone...

It feels like forever.

It has  been.

I accept this. Do you?

It matters naught.

So on I go...with light in hand, forging the path...

If none chose to see the light, what does it truly matter?

And that is the heart of it...it does not matter...

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

Break the Spell

And The Wheel Turns...

I saw you, from afar, across the freezing wasteland. Your back turned to me, as always. When I approached, our eyes met, and I saw you had not changed. Rather than anger, I felt only pity. So I turned away from you. I could hear your anger, but it mattered naught. I walked away and resumed my journey.

Lifetime after lifetime we have encountered each other. And there has been a lesson in that.  In this lifetime, everything changes. I change. I release you. I have learned the lesson. The lesson of letting go. Letting you go.

The spell is broken. Go now, and while I pray you, too can learn, it is not my place to try to change you. I no longer even possess the desire to try.

Things and people come back to me again and again, and the lesson of it all is to let go.

I release you. Fare well.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Falling Stars

In the Upper Realms....

What as once meant to Be....

At the Gathering Place, where it will All come to pass....

We were all there, preparing, we were all together, standing up high, looking out at the field where the Fate of The Cosmos will be determined. We were One, united in The Divine Plan.

And then it changed...again...

I saw another one of Us fall.  Another Star. I have seen many over the years do so.

This one was bright and special, meant for wonderous things. One that, like the others, had been specially chosen by The Divine to play a role in The Divine Plan.  But, alas, it seems not to be.

Dragged down, as the others were, by the mundane, the jealous, the petty. Such a pity. Perhaps to never rise again. Because Time itself speeds up, there is no time for delay, we cannot wait for them to catch up. We must keep moving forward.

The Opposition, so subtle, this One was not even aware of their descent. Most are not until it is too late.

So, the rest of Us, we keep going, and on the path behind lay the fallen Stars.

Once again, I grieve their loss.

Friday, February 5, 2016

Divine Gifts Part II

In the Upper Realms....

I kneel before The Divine, and The Mother and Father.

"You were bestowed a Gift long ago, it is now time for you to use it." the voice booms and echos in my head.

"The gift of Voice, so that you may speak Our message, inspire and rally the Others."

"I thank you All for this Gift." is my reply.

"Then use it!" They say.

Armed with the Gifts of Voice, Divine Love, Divine Justice and Divine Grace I return to the Lower Realms.,.....

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

It was out of Destruction that I was Created

I winked into existence at the End. Or was it the Beginning? All Ends lead to new beginnings.

There was nothing.

It had all been destroyed during an epic cataclysmic battle. Then The Mother and Father created me, called me. Sent me, and others here...

Now we all gather during the growing storm. Finding shelter amongst each other. We prepare for another Ending...another Beginning...

Perhaps we have been doing this for eons, I have lost count. Perhaps someone else knows, or remembers.

I only know I am here Now. It will all be different this time around, because I am different, and I will be doing this differently.

This time, everything changes.