A Defeat in battle

Am I doomed to be alone forever, Mother? What have I done in the past to deserve to be so alone. I have sought The One for eons.....perhaps we are not meant to be.  If this is to be my fate so be it. I will continue to serve You and Father and The Divine as best as I can. Stand Sure. There is no Death, there is no Pain, there is no Fear, there is only Peace and We are ONE.