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A Visit to The Upper Realms

I came to stand before Them.  "Who is Them?", you ask? Them is They, the Eternal Ones, The Divine Ones Who Have Been And Will Alwa...

Saturday, January 31, 2015

I see you

I see you. And I cry every day. Knowing you are bound. Knowing they torture you as they did me. for things they already know the answers to. They enemy works so hard now. I am so tired of their bullshit. I know you have been delayed. I work to free you, where are you? You know I am so lonely, so lost without you. The brothers, they try to fill the space, to no avail.. I don't know what to do anymore , to make things right. The weight is so heavy, the weight of this fucking universe. remind me again, why in the hell we agreed to all of this? and to those who are the enemy: just keep on spying....

Tuesday, January 27, 2015


I've heard nothing of you, from anyone, except you. I know why that is. I know. It's so hard, not having you here. How long have we been apart? Eons? I do not understand why we chose to be separated like this. All for a bunch of fools, who hate us for trying to help them? They prefer sleep. I prefer home. But it doesn't even exist any more does it? Can you tell how bitter I've become about all of this?  Time is moving so fast now. It's getting closer, I know. We are getting closer. Dare I even entertain the thought of a reunion with you? Soon? Time, we now it really means nothing...but the separation, it does mean something.

I know why we did this. But why did it have to be us? I almost lose my temper, hearing the reply, "Because that is why you were created." I suppose everyone must have some sort of purpose. And this is mine.

I'm just lonely, now, without you.

We are one.

Sunday, January 25, 2015


It's getting harder and harder...more and more attempt to block me, stop me, alter the course of things...distraction, distraction...but I am wise to that game, because I have played it myself..even to myself...no more, no longer....So, I keep clearing the way, the way to YOU....

Friday, January 23, 2015


You make me laugh, you amuse me so much. I cannot wait to see you in this lifetime. So long have we been parted, my love. It is drawing closer now, our time. I have been clearing the way...but YOU already know that don't you? Because I know you are doing the same. Once we are together, nothing, no one will be able to stop us. I actually pity those who will try.  It is all becoming clearer now...and I know, as things are with me, they are with you. It won't be much longer....I am in you and you are in me. WE ARE ONE!!!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Utter Disgust

I'm sick to death of those who refuse to act. Those who just say they wait and talk and talk...and do nothing...why should I even keep trying to save them? If they are so unwilling to save themselves...I'm a survivor, if anything, I will recede and return to the shadow and shade...and survive...let this world, this universe burn...they have no one to blame but themselves....


I am a force,
A hurricane,
A tornado,
A volcano.

I cannot be stopped,
By anyone or anything,
I walk a path,
Pulling ahead.


The first step was the hardest, and the easiest.

Blessed Be!

A Word...

I will give it all, this body, for what is true and right and good. Those that love me, they do not know that yet...at least, I pray they do not....I am so tired. I want to go home. to peace. I miss my soulmate, my twin flame, how long we have been parted....I am so tired now...

A Plea

please, I am reaching out to you now, You know who You are, help me, help Us,  the Divine, the Mother, The Father, to  restore peace and grace and love into this world....


Great Mother,

You have taught me, at last, to accept who and what I am. That it is okay to be me. That not all in existence mean good and light and life. And that it is okay for me to oppose anyone, anything that does not serve yourself, The Father, and The Divine.

While it pains me to know the Truth of myself. I do not want to oppose anyone, anything. I want only Peace. I have also come to accept, why I came to be, why I was created.

If it is a WAR they want, then so be it.

You know my heart, Momma...you know, even as they seek to destroy me...I grieve for them...

Thursday, January 15, 2015

A Message to "The Trickster"

Long ago, you stood there, silent, and they hung me because I would not betray myself or the Others. Lifetime after Lifetime, you have appeared and altered me from my course, my DESTINY. Not this lifetime. You are not The One, you never were. And to say you are The One, is blasphemy on your part. You manipulate people and circumstances to your own ends, while claiming to be an agent of The Divine, saying NO ONE is POWERFUL enough to stop you, harm you. You are sadly mistaken. Heed my words: DO NOT GET IN MY WAY, IN THE WAY OF WHAT I AND THE OTHERS ARE DOING, FULFILLING OUR DIVINE MISSION IN THIS LIFETIME. IT WILL NOT END WELL FOR YOU. DO NOT TRY TO STOP MYSELF AND THE ONE FROM REUNITING. EVER AGAIN. BECAUSE IF YOU ARE WORKING AGAINST ME, IT IS NOT ME YOU WILL HAVE TO FEAR. IT IS THE DIVINE'S RETRIBUTION YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO ESCAPE. You have a choice, to work with us, or against us. You cannot serve yourself and your desires.

Monday, January 12, 2015

A Line Has Been Drawn

Eons ago, a line was drawn. Between The Divine and The Enemy. Between Good and Evil. I accepted a Mission, long, long ago. To stand against all The Evil in Existence. In this current lifetime, I, and many Others, will take Our Final Stand against YOU. Never forget, where You came from. You came from The Divine, too. But, You, as were ALL BEINGS created by The Divine, were given FREE WILL. You still have TIME to change, to evolve, to alter Your Course. Because if You do not. I, WE will continue to STAND AGAINST YOU. We have tired of the SUFFERING you inflict. We desire to return HOME, to reunite with THE DIVINE. Never forget, The Divine has the MASTER PLAN. YOU are a part of that Plan, too. Eons ago, a line was drawn....

Saturday, January 3, 2015


They take what they want, Drain me dry, I'm left alone, Left to die. They brought me to my knees, But I am strong, I rise stronger yet, And I see this wrong. I pray to The Divine, For Justice to be given, I have faith all will be well, Most forget, I am driven. There will be no mercy, My screams of pain, Turn into a battle roar, Hear me! Those who have taken from me, Justice will fall on you like rain!! Inspired by invents that took place in November 2012 at the hands of the police and correctional officers.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

The Future

I have seen the future....and it is wonderful! I look so forward to peace! Better things for the planet I currently inhabit...and then finally being able to return HOME!! So looking forward to that!! I'm so very tired....but cannot, will not stop now, when everything I've ever fought for, dreamed of is so very close!